..::so odd without you::..

the days,
of loneliness,
being without you,
is killing me.

no communication at times,
can drive anyone crazy,
sitting and thinking of crimes,
to see you ever again.

the hours i click,
on my cellphone,
to see no calls nor messages,
just keeps me bored.

thinking and wondering,
if you will ever call,
if there will ever be messages,
popping up on my cell,
all just a dream.

wishing to know your activities,
is like wanting,
to know Lord better,
so difficult,
and easily influenced.

it feels so weird,
not being around you,
nor getting news from you,
SO ODD WITHOUT YOU.

-Emmapoem-