..::so odd without you::..

the days,
of loneliness,
being without you,
is killing me.

no communication at times,
can drive anyone crazy,
sitting and thinking of crimes,
to see you ever again.

the hours i click,
on my cellphone,
to see no calls nor messages,
just keeps me bored.

thinking and wondering,
if you will ever call,
if there will ever be messages,
popping up on my cell,
all just a dream.

wishing to know your activities,
is like wanting,
to know Lord better,
so difficult,
and easily influenced.

it feels so weird,
not being around you,
nor getting news from you,
SO ODD WITHOUT YOU.

-Emmapoem-

..::Two Halfed-hearts Makes One Full Heart::..

one with one,
is two,
two without one,
is again one,
half with half,
is one.

halfed hearts,
are dangerous,
small are,
small sized,
so easily,
blown by wind.

when two hearts meet,
i nearly becomes two feet,
in lenght,
so safe,
and secured.

two hearts,
become one,
makes it feel,
so much better,
and much safer.

now i feel,
so full hearted,
to love you,
even more than ever,
and it never ends.

your heart was love,
mine was lonely,
both put together,
it became lovely,
TWO HALFED-HEARTS MAKES ONE FULL HEART



-Emmapoem-

..::Catch me when i fall::..

the way you treat me,

like a queen,

in your heart,

and the blood,

in your veins.

how many people long,

to be,

who i am.

what i have,

and the care i get.

the care you give,

the respect to me,

and the love,

i never had,

will never end.

you put me high,

above you,

to keep me from floods,

that come crashing,

into you.

you stand there with me,

always so prepared,

and so strong,

to catch me when i fall.

i give you my heart,

give you my trust,

give you my love,

and give me to you,

so please,

CATCH ME WHEN I FALL.

-Emmaemo-

..::why did you do what you did::..

i gave you everything,
was it not enough,
i waited for years,
just for you to say,
YOU LOVE ME.


but it never arrived,
at my door step,
to greet me,
instead,
it was given,
to someone else.


did you not notice,
my love for you,
that grew everyday,
till it nearly blew up,
into pieces.


i was,
always with you,
when you needed me,
but you always ran to me,
in times of trouble,
and run to her,
in times of happiness.


i left everything,
just to be with you,
to hold your hand,
to feel your love,
and to care.


but you never thought of me,
as someone important,
but just as a friend,
to follow you,
and be bullied.


i should have told you,
that i loved you,
years ago,
but that time has passed,
you are with her now.
in times of pain and loneliness,
you are with her,
you dont see me,
even when i am infront of you,
she is all you see,
in that dreamland,
i want to be in so much.

-Emmaemo-

..::dont share::..

i gave you my heart,
since i fell,
in love with you,
and said,
HANDLE IT WITH CARE.

first i saw you hug it,
meaning you appreciate it,
then i saw you stab it,
but forgave you,
later i saw you break it into half,
and gave it to your friend.
you kept the other half,
and that made me happy enough,
but then you knocked it,
and forgot that my heart is fragile,
it then shattered into pieces.

i saw you pick the pieces up,
and put them back together,
i felt sad,
cause you did not pick up,
one of the pieces.


now my heart,
is missing its half,
and addition of,
one of those pieces.


what made me angry,
but never told you,
till today was,
i hate it when you,
SHARE MY HEART.


this heart was made for you,
but you dont realise it,
you just treat it,
like a soft-toy,
and give it,
to whoever you want.


now i will advice you,
to not share my heart,
but keep the half you have now,
prim and proper.

-Emmapoem-

..::i am yours::..

never have i felt so loved,

or so cared by,

u stepped into my life,

and became a part of me,

never will i want to let go.

you are the one beside me at sad times,

infront of me when i need you,

in my vision when i dream of you,

and in my heart when i miss you.

i have told you,

that I LOVE YOU,

almost everyday,

and i dont get tired,

cause you are my everything.

i want this knowledge,

to get to your heart,

and stay there,

that i am helpless when with you,

you smile and you love,

makes me want to say to you,

I AM ALL YOURS..

-Emmapoem-

..::watch me smile::..

i have forgotten you,

all the pain you gave,

was nothing to me,

you might think,

you are killing me,

but the fact is that,

you dont amaze me,

not even when,

you try to light me up,

or break me down,

you only make my puke,

for all you say to me,

is so obviously untrue.

i will never think of you forever,

cause that will just,

make me happier,

happy to see you sad,

loneliness so everlasting,

i give to you,

just like the times,

of sadness and loneliness,

when you left me alone.

i want you to feel,

the pain i had,

the sadness,

you pretended to not know,

but saw,

and purposely made me sad.

this is the end,

is will never miss the things you did,

the smelly flowers you gave,

that ugly face that makes me puke,

the stink of your breath,

and the touch of your sweaty palms.

i am a happy person,

watch me smile,

with shiny white teeth,

that can be seen,

5 miles away,

GOODBYE BAD MEMORIES..

-Emmapoem-